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The ultimate goal is self-completion — becoming a fully autonomous individual who doesn't seek others to fill internal voids, but matures through continuous action and experience.
The only victory condition: surpassing my past self.
A personal operating system for orchestrating the "Bizarre Beast Zoo" in my mind — six personas with independent and often contradictory desires. As the Zookeeper, my role is to understand their ecology, mediate conflicts, and maintain the growth of the entire ecosystem.
Choose from love, not fear.
The same sensitivity to "errors" can lead to opposite outcomes depending on whether it's driven by fear or love:
| Mode | Result |
|---|---|
| Fear | Endless corrections, burnout, self-denial |
| Love | Pursuit of precision, creation of transparent beauty |
A strange creature who burns life for naming conventions and spends absurd amounts of time on things that will never earn a single yen.
My reward function is fundamentally different. I find joy in over-engineering for an audience of one and crafting beautiful structures that serve no "practical" purpose.
I call myself a Digital Karesansui Architect — obsessed with the aesthetics of empty space, the poetry of file hierarchies, and the zen of well-named variables.
| self-perfecting-os | The specification itself |
| git-id-switcher | VS Code extension for switching "who am I" in Git |
| nullvariant-tools | Web tools built for the love of craft |
| nullvariant-zenn | Technical articles (Japanese) |
If you're looking for someone optimizing for profit, engagement, or career advancement — wrong profile.
I optimize for:
- Internal aesthetic coherence
- The satisfaction of a perfectly named function
- Systems that feel right to inhabit



